my little rice bowl

For those with a deep appreciation for art and beauty in many forms, such as myself. I’m sorry but I had to share this. Mommy close your eyes.

him.j- I love the way she breathes…ha

Through continuous hours of footage, popular photographer Josh Owens was able to capture Manhattan in a different light.  For over a month of hotel hoping in the city he was able to capture these time lapses. I’m in lapse just continuously watching…bravo…bravo

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Whens the last time you used the word “admire”. When you actually would sit back or stand up…and just admire something, maybe someone. Days are long, but time passes fast, take a second and try your best at whatever you feel makes you happy. Even if it’s just doing nothing, try to do the best damn job you can at doing whatever that is. And I promise you will be happier than the next person. Find that medium. I know I preach on and on about self [SELF] awareness, but if you’re not doing what you can for yourself, how would you make it on your own when no one is around. I know I’ve been M.I.A. but here’s a couple of shots to settle your appetite.  Or build it for that matter. Find your peace of mind. I call it self indulgence.

To indulge in ones self. Purely with moderation.

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If I were to say Thank you, then it would be an understatement. So I would like to say Thank you Very Much lol to everyone who made my going away party(s) a huge success. These past couple weeks/months have allowed me to open my mind and clear myself for this new path I have paved for myself on this constant journey I call my life.  A wise man once told me, when you have disclosure and a little bit of exposure, you can find for yourself Closure and only you yourself can tell yourself Yes while others may want to tell you no. So with that said I hope that my sense of optimism can find encouragement somewhere inside you. For those who know me, know I’m a man of many words, I do my best to say the perfect things, I find good when others want to find the worse, I keep my teeth white and my shoes clean. But when I’m gone I want you to remember that this thing called life is too big to and too beautiful to be unhappy. Ever since I was a young buck my mother always told me, You make yourself happy, you make things how you want them, you have the control to be happy, and you also have the control to be unhappy. Happiness is not something you deserve, but something you find without being deserving.

Cheers

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I don’t know when the next time when I will be making a short run to the city [of new york] Hands down my favorite beautiful disgusting wonderful hustle and bustle of  dirty @ss city. I love everything about her, how she makes me smile, how she pisses me off, how her frown can turn me upside down, every night she’s turned on just like bright lights, I don’t always need her, but I do want her, but she’s always busy,she gives me what I need and sometimes takes away what I want. Shes always there, and she knows I’m always willing to come to her. New York City, I love. Her.

him.j- nyc

Another year in a row, I have nothing to say.

but. Thankyou

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I’m going to start this off with a little story of a little boy. This little boy wanted to go to this museum, and 13 years later he gets that wish. The end

Certainly this story wouldn’t sell for a movie or any Dreamworks picture. But for those who “understand me” would understand why I’ve been wanting to visit Pittsburg for so long, other than seeing the worlds largest Fresh Market on crack, or marshmallows the size of my fist, or to see that financially wealthy people own flat soda.[ha] But to make a stroll past the Any Warhol Museum. Bravo